I always write about what I observe or experience in my own life, and sometimes it is hysterical. Right now is not one of those times. You see I have been dealing with low back pain for quite a while now, and I have to tell you it sucks eggs. I have been going to my Chiropractor who happens to be an Acupuncturist as well for months. And while it has helped, the pain keeps coming back (literally).
I am a practical person, but I also believe there is always an emotional and spiritual component to our health and healing, like always! This morning has been particularly bad for me, so I decided to do some journaling around this whole back issue once and for all. Isn't it funny how we wait for stuff to get real bad before we actually want to fix it for good?
When I journal, I just open a pages document and start typing. I have developed this skill of writing for a while, then I ask my guides (my higher self, angels, God, creator, whatever) for assistance. I always get help when I do this. I am always pleasantly surprised by the guidance I receive. My guides told me this morning that I am not fully standing in my power, and I am not declaring to the world how I am a powerful and divine being. Hmmm......I thought. I feel like I am always putting myself "out there" trying to help people. But alas I suppose if I really stop and take a closer look, I am not. I am posting "safe" stuff on Facebook and in my blog articles. Apparently I care too much what other people think of me. Will folks think I am crazy or woo-woo?
So today I proclaim to my world that I am woo-woo and so what? I have insights and wisdom and dagnabit I am okay with that. No more of this hiding bullshit. It isn't serving me, and it isn't serving the world. If you want to talk with me about the woo side of life, shoot me a note, cause I am not holding myself back (literally) any longer. Until next time...
Caroline Nixon is
an intuitive healer and teacher who wrote two books about what she knows.